相较于上周内心的那种平静与对光明的渴望，明显感觉到这周自己状态不佳。过去养成的不好的思维方式，为了一点小事斤斤计较。每次反思后，意识到自己的抱怨都会感到十分烦恼愧疚，再看抱怨的是芝麻粒还不到的事，对自己也感到一阵无语。什么烦恼忧愁都是自己造成的，没有正确的思维方式，一件再好的事情也会变成糟糕的事情。我也更加意识到反思的重要性。过去养成的恶习就像荆棘一样缠绕在心头，每一次反思都是在发现、在一点点拔掉扎根心里的毒刺、慢慢拨开遮蔽内心光明的乌云。逆水行舟，固然不易，不过我相信坚持反思，只要在路上，终究会有抵达终点的那一天！
Compared with the inner peace and desire for light last week, I obviously feel that I am not in a good state this week. The bad way of thinking developed in the past is to worry about trivial matters. After every reflection, I realize that I feel very annoyed and guilty for complaining. Then I see that I am complaining about something that is not worth the sesame seeds, and I feel speechless for myself. All worries and worries are caused by yourself. Without the correct way of thinking, no matter how good things are, they will turn into bad things. I also became more aware of the importance of reflection. The bad habits developed in the past are like thorns entangled in my heart. Every time I reflect, I am discovering and unplugging the poisonous thorns that have taken root in my heart, and slowly removing the dark clouds that obscure the light in my heart. It is not easy to sail against the current, but I believe that as long as you keep reflecting on it, as long as you are on the road, you will eventually reach the destination one day!
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